no I don't really hate Nicholas Sparks. But I hate that even before I pick up the book or start the movie that i know it will be sad. But I do it anyway! There are certain people in this world that I can think about losing and it doesn't affect me much. And then there are others that the meer thought of life without them criples me!
I have a philosophy on life: If the plane goes down and according to God it's not my time, then I will survive. I can put this philosophy of mine into many different scenes of my life. But I can't seem to apply this when it comes to someone else's life. I mean, that makes sense right?!
Why this fear though. It isn't really of fear of what will happen to that person when they pass as much as it is..."how will my life exsisit without that person in my life?" So selfish I know! God controlls it for them too right!
Well, maybe I should just stay away from Nicholas Sparks. He seems to want to push my buttons and help me work through this in my mind rather than letting me be an ostrich and ignore my flaw. The latter just takes so much less effort......maybe.
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